Honestly, I’m in love with Drake and his music. The reason why he is constantly writing songs about girls is because he had a few important girlfriends in his life that made him into who he is today. I think I’m grateful that he speaks through the words in his music because society chooses to think that problems like these don’t truly exist, yet they do. Yes, he’s mainstream and overrated. But I truly connect with his music. I watched an interview between him and MTV years ago and he said that he wrote these songs to relate his experiences with his past to his listeners experiences in the present. True artists create true art. True musicians create true music. True lovers create true love. Drake creates truth seen through the very few eyes of loveless society.
I fucking hate this shit. Just shoot me. For real.
Accepting the package:
You can’t pick out the things you like in a person and only consider those characteristics. You love the person as a whole, despite how many mistakes he or she has made. No one was made with perfection, but with flaws. You really want to spend time with this person for the rest of your life? Learn and understand the different ways of your partner. For he or she may open your mind to new ideas you never really thought about. Listen for concerns, and try what ever you can to fix them. Hold their hand, listen, see, feel them, and communicate. Conflicts will arise, but no couple is a couple without conflicts. Otherwise, you will never know what to fix to make life better for you two.
Mine has many flaws, but so do I. We still love each other. He messes up, but so do I. We still love each other. He makes me cry, but I make him cry too. We still love each other.
No matter what, you will always love them. Love them through dark alleyways. Love them through sunny fields. Love them in the rain. Love them at home. Love them in a foreign land. Love them in bed. Love them when you take a first sip of coffee in the morning. Love them when you eat in the same restaurant as you did on the first date. Love them when they’re mad at you. Love them always.
Yes, every morning I wake up to an afternoon sun. This does not mean I haven’t lost my day. Sleeping is something you just can’t let go of, yet I can’t even grasp the thought of it being a necessity to me yet. Lips chapped, I get out of bed. I don’t even bother washing my face or brushing my teeth because I’m not seeing anyone I should impress. I just go downstairs and make breakfast. Then I go on my laptop. This makes me wince a bit. The fact that I immediately go to my laptop right after waking up is upsetting not only to my parents, but me as well. It is because I am lonely. People get lonely when they don’t have someone with them. I get lonely much too often. Its my biggest fear of the future. Every absolute thought and feeling poured into a scrap of electronic metal. I’d have to say I’m desperate.
Now, I begin to think that I put too much mind into my future. Well heck, maybe I do. But I worry because I don’t know where I’m going in life. I can’t even keep myself together. I can’t even do the easiest things in life. And people tell me to not worry. I can’t help it. I’m afraid. Hopefully I won’t be as afraid the end of this year. I’m very ill-tempered right now.
All of these stupid pictures of how to teach someone how to love..you’re joking…love comes naturally, and love feels real from your fingertips to your toes. These pictures that someone can “relate” to? Relate. Is that all you felt through a post? Tumblr has taught a lot, but maybe too much to an extent where we don’t want to know what’s out there. We don’t seek it for real, we seek it for the HD quality pixelated pictures of innout burgers and matte cars. Goodness I want to punch people, lol.
I have no idea if I’d still be loved if I were the stupidest person on earth.
I seriously want to run away and live in the ocean forever so people forget about me and who I once was. I seriously want to change so people don’t recognize me.
I cannot deal with this. I need to find solace. I’m doing it again. I promised myself I’d stop. Goodness, I really want to stay in bed for the rest of my life. My shadow is always following me, taunting me into believing what isn’t real and what makes up my negativity. Well screw you, shadow. You are what I need out of my life, but you’re still stuck to me and I some how know that you always will be. I feel like I’m just falling into holes everywhere, but you just make the holes deeper and deeper to the point where I give up on climbing out. It’s like I’m running down a never-ending hallyway towards a light that I WILL NEVER REACH. DID YOU SEE WHAT I JUST TYPED? THAT I WILL NEVER REACH. You have caused me so much pain and suffering and I can’t even do anything about it anymore. I’m fed up. I am done, and I give in to you. You were right about me this whole time.
Your host you’ve been feeding on for the past 7 years
I give up. I seriously give up. Why do I even put an effort to help you guys and in the end I’m just being the one who gets shot in the head when I’m turned around?
Shawn Mostashari was someone who I luckily found in the fall of 2012. When he and I webcammed he always found ways to make me laugh. He always made me feel special for who I was and he always made me feel unique. We had a stable friendship that I knew was going to last a long time. I ended up going to disneyland with him and a few friends and that day was just amazing. He carried me on his back majority of the time we were in california adventure and he just made me feel so safe and I just thought to myself, “Wow, I want to keep feeling this way.” I want to keep feeling this good and the fact that Shawn was able to give me that good feeling made me realize how much I needed him in my life. And so I told him about what I had felt about him at Disneyland. I was in tears when I told him. Sadly this was over Facebook. But I’m so glad I brought it up. We’ve been dating for the past 6 months and this has been the best six months in my whole life. He has taught me so many new things and at the same time has showed me his love and compassion. He is the bed that I lay on after a long day and even now when we seem too busy for each other, its okay because I know that deep in our hearts both of us have a longing to just be in each others presence and that thought makes all matters a lot less hard to face. Because I know that while I’m going through bad times, he is too and that we will get through these hard times together. He has shown me new perspectives of the world, new music, new people, and a lot of other things too. And I can’t even thank him enough for it. He always makes me smile and I love smiling and I’m sure he does too. I know that even when we may have minor arguments its because we care for one another and that’s just proof that our relationship is still on point. I love him to death and I realize that I’m really clingy but I think its because I never want anything bad to happen to him when I’m not there. I’d fall apart if he needed me but I couldn’t be there for him. He’s my support and the roof for my heart from all of the rain of stresses from this world. He needs so much love and I really just wanted to give it to him because he gives so much of his own love away but usually never gets it back in return and I’m just thinking why do people treat him this way. Shawn has given his all to so many things and he will always be an inspiration to me. I love him to the bone and I’m glad that he can share that same love with me, too.